I thought that you were driving But youve given me the wheel Theres rain clouds out there That you dont wanna feel Your angers like a razor blade Its just to bloody real I thought that you would be here Though I just dont get it And I also feel things More than I should I dont relax very often As often as I could I worry how the whole thing looks It doesnt look good But I thought that you would be here No I just dont get it And being clear gets too much for me Just like it does for you And even though I want to, I want to I dont I dont feel like coming down No I dont I dont feel like hiding out So I wont I cant turn the volume down So I sit here in this Chaos and piss Watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful Right here is beautiful I came all this way to be with you And youre already gone If I was a good friend I could right this wrong Id kick away your crutches And make you walk on your own Id really thought youd be here I just dont get it Though it looks warm in the rabbit hole And I could go down with you And even though I want to, I want to I wont I dont feel like coming down No I dont I dont feel like hiding out So I wont I cant turn this volume down So I sit here in this Chaos and piss Watching the storm passing Its beautiful I am a willow tree And you cant blow me over And my roots go deep in anger and I Wanna feel the wind as it whips me like a prisoner I wanna be here I wanna be here No I dont feel like coming down No I dont I dont feel like hiding out So I wont I cant turn the volume down So I sit here in this Chaos and piss Watching the storm passing Storms are beautiful This life is beautiful It is