that's me staring out my windowdifferent man than i was beforei was scared with no hesitationkept me running for the doorwhen i spokewell my words fell away yeahinto something that i can't denyi was confronted by a nasty reputation ???a never ending circle washed me up to see the liein my mind that was ever so elusivehidden deep beneath a plastic shinei had t o wonder if i'd ever really figure outwhat it was i was trying to findso along was i ever thinkingdid i ever really understa ndi was covered by a wave of confusionshowing in my shaking hands tonighti was in a situationdid i wanna just take control or runbut i never checked my optionsstill just laying silent in the sundays awaythe one mistake that i madedays awaycomi ng in the air to save me now