Lyrics:

I've been lying awake at nightI've been hoping that im alrightI've been winding myself too tightWondering if i will
sleep tonightNever thought things would get like thisAlways hoping that they'd work outNow I seem to be filled with doubtI
cannot stop this rideIm growing cold insideI shouldn't let it slideWill sickness be mindThis should not be my weight to b
earGo on acting like I don't careStop this high-I wouldn't dareI have earned and deserve my shareThings like this happen ev
ery dayWhile im in there I feel okayBut you say I should get awayLet me got for just one more day[Chorus] [2x]Ive got to
medicate myself,Im not concerned about my healthIt covers up what ive been dealt, it seems the only wayIve got to medicate
myself, its been the only thing that helpedMust cover up what I have felt, it seems the only way[Chorus] [2x]Sickness is m
ine, sickness is mine, sickness is mine