Lyrics:

Its such an ugly thing
The way you treated me
I should have walked away
Never to look back

Its all still haunting me
Im still in disbelief
A broken memory
Fading into black

I could save you
But I fucking hate you
Theres no escaping it
youre never gonna fucking see
You dont know me
And you dont own me
And you cant control me
Its only in your fucking dreams

I dont know
When I lost it all - when I lost control
I dont know
If I can ever let this - ever let this go

Theres nothing you could say
To make me want to change
You should have walked away
Now you fucking run
Its all just such a waste
The time you stole from me
And now youre on your knees
Look into the gun

I wont save you
I fucking hate you
Theres no escaping it
Im never gonna fucking see
I dont know you
And I dont want to
Youre uncontrollable
A nightmare not a fucking dream

I dont know
When I lost it all - when I lost control
I dont know
If I can ever let this - ever let this go

I dont know
If I can ever let this
Ever let it go

I dont know
(I don't know if I can)
(I don't know when I lost)
When I lost it all - when I lost control
I dont know
(I'll never let this go)
(I'll never let it go)
If I can ever let this - ever let this go