Lyrics:

I felt unable, I was lying on my side
In the same clothes from the very last night
I want to pray that I am doing everything right
I saw my mom die for the very first time
She was an angel, God took her from the sky
And there's a million other people that I've found
Who cared more than I ever will
I held that note out
I grabbed my bag and I left through the door
I let my hair grow
I put these words on my skin, I cannot relate
Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again
Oh God, believe I'm lost again
I stayed in bed and
You took so much that I couldn't even sleep
I waited so long
Though that wasn't even that bad
I never had to be a part of the world
And I've been making that a goal for reasons that I cannot explain
Well, I'm an optimist but only in a perfect world
I think I'm too stained with all the negativity
From all the people in my way
Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again
Oh God, believe I'm lost again
Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again
Oh God, believe I'm lost again
I took a trip down south
I felt the sun on my face
And it made things okay for a second
I drew a picture of my problems when I was going insane
And I focused on the currents
It's the funny thing about it
I never seem to worry that every single current's not the same
It's all about position and where I choose to lay
And God, I am going away
Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you and I am lost again
Oh God, believe I'm lost again
Would you believe in my songs if I gave them all to you?
I can't find the strength in my voice to call you back
And say that everything is bad without you