Lyrics:

What I needed to be happy
Was apathy
'Cause I figured that self loathing's not good
Not good for me
Used to worry bout every little thing
I couldn't change
Out of fear that I'd be badly perceived
But now I'm free (Yeah)

Swallow me my sweet apathy
Please swallow me please swallow me
Please swallow me please swallow me
Please swallow me please swallow
Swallow me my sweet apathy
Please swallow me please swallow me
Pl?ase swallow me pleas? swallow
Please swallow me please swallow

It might not fix it long term
But I'm not looking for a cure
Cause I'm convinced I'll always just be insecure
I can outthink my emotions
But does it help?
When my feelings overpower logic
So what the hell
Do I give up and give into despair
Or into hope
When I can be apathetic instead
I want you to just swallow

Swallow me my sweet apathy
Please swallow me please swallow me
Please swallow me please swallow me
Please swallow me please swallow

What I needed to be happy
Was apathy
(Please swallow me please swallow)
Cause I figured that self loathing's not good
(Please swallow me please swallow)
Not good for me
(Please swallow me please swallow)
Used to worry bout every little thing
I couldn't change
(Please swallow me please swallow)
Out of fear that I'd be badly perceived
(Please swallow me please swallow)
But now I'm free
(Please swallow me please swallow)