oh no not now
please not now
I just settled into the glass half empty
made myself at home
and so why now
please not now
I just stopped believing in happy endings
harbors of my own
but you had to come along didnt you
tear down the doors, throw open windows
oh if you knew just what a fool you have made me
so what do I do with this?
this stray Italian greyhound
these inconvenient fireworks
this ice-cream-covered screaming hyperactive thought
god I just want to lay down
these colors make my eyes hurt
this feeling calls for everything that I am
not
Im not that kind
Im so good at shooting down any notion
this tired world could change
its all been bought
or at least that was my line
no use in spending all that emotion
when theres someone else to blame
but you had to come along didnt you
rev up the crowd, rewrite the rule book
where do I go when every no turns into maybe
so what do I do with this?
this sudden burst of sunlight
and me with my umbrella
cross-indexing every weathermans report
I was ready for the downslide
but not for spring to well up
this feeling calls for everything I cant afford
to know
is possible now
what do I do
with a love that wont sit still
wont do what its told
what do I do
with a love that wont sit still