Lyrics:

(Mo, this the one)

I'm constantly depressed, every day, I'm tryna be the man
Always losing sleep,?my?brother's fuckin' with?some Peter Pan's
In real life, the?streets' my brother's Neverland
Used to trap hard but now the product's in my brother's hands
'Give him two weeks, trust me, he'll come visit, Nan'
It's been a month and a half, still Ged ain't visit Nan
Fuck sake, you made me go and lie to fam
Fuck sake, Ged, you made me go and lie to Nan
They talk 'bout realness in the comments, how they think I'm fake?
You must be fuckin' mad, G, I watch mumsy stressin' everyday
I got this pain up in my head, 'cah my brother could be dead
All these dickheads in the industry think it's a game
You must be mad, G, if you ever thought I needed Dad
Up to this stage, my dad was locked up in that prison cage
If you ever thought I needed Dad
Up to this stage, my dad was locked up in that—

Mummy told me not to trap, Mummy told me, 'Stick to rap'
Gypsies and Algerians in France told me to flip a pack
Used to walk my dog with strap, I just want my brother back
Sometimes I miss France but times were dark when I was slangin' crack
Mummy told me not to trap, Mummy told me, 'Stick to rap'
Gypsies and Algerians in France told me to flip a pack
Used to walk my dog with strap, I just want my brother back
Sometimes I miss France but times were dark when I was slangin' crack

Trappin' never rappin', no cappin', G, I was packin' shit
Clappin', that's no applause, I'ma wrap him up in another spliff
I got these things up in my mind I can't explain the vivid image of
This dream that I contain, that I can claim or it's the game
Shame that I won't ever feel the same
Since auntie died, I've been drinkin', even Lucifer feels my pain
Bro, I can't name the countless times I've been caught up, it's so insane
I do this for my brother and my mother, fuck the fame, cut the chains


Grays Police Station, that's with my brother Sam
Under investigation for GBH and Transit vans
Essex boy, Essex shit, Essex lifestyle
Bro, don't get it twisted, we done risked it 'cah my life's wild
Grays Police Station, that's with my brother Sam
Under investigation for GBH and Transit vans
Essex boy, Essex shit, Essex lifestyle
Bro, don't get it twisted, we done risked it 'cah my life's wild

Fuck around and get it like we always do, we always won
I'm fightin' for this freedom in my head like Martin Luther done
The chosen one, bitch, my shit's so cold 'cause I'm the frozen one
I'm Obi-Wan, the force I'm abusing, bitch, I'm the Holy one, the only one

The only one
French