Lyrics:

It's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highSince I first saw youSince I could stand on my own two feet againSince I could call youBut everything I can'tremember as fucked up as itall may seem the consequencesthat I've rendered I've stretchedmyself beyond my meansIt's been awhileSince I could say that I wasn't addictedSince I could say I love myself as wellSince I've gone and fucked thingsup just like I always doBut all that shit seems todisappear when I'm with youBut everything I can't rememberas fucked up as it may seemThe consequences that I've rendered,I've gone and fucked things up again.Why must I feel this wayJust make this go away,Just one more peaceful dayIt's been awhileSince I could look at myself straightSince I said I'm sorrySince I've seen the waythe candle lights your faceBut I can still rememberjust the way you tasteBut everything I can't remember asfucked up as it all may seem to beI know it's me I cannot blame this on myfather he did the best he could for meIt's been awhileSince I could hold my head up highand it's been awhile since I saidI'm sorry