Wide awakened out of spinningRound the safest orbitYou controlled the ordinaryI was grateful for itWide awake in th e beginningTrembling after the fallOnly half my world remembersWhile the other half revolvesCut off cause I cant remember A face that could cut me deeperBut hearts could never leave me bleedingBecoming the cause and burdenThe lesson begins unlear ningAnd it has never been forgiving my dearIts all too familiarIve been here beforeIll carry this weight for your smallest rewardBecause Ill continue to break down the doorJust let me in I swearIt will not be like beforeCant think of what to sa yI cant think of what to doI just think I might be losing my mindCant stop this agonyCancel my therapy causeI just thought of youand now I feel fineCollecting the strangest conscienceApathy returns its offenseBut only after I get movingRelax a nd being the changeIn time for the newest ageTo help me find out what Im missing in here