Lyrics:

I thought it was done when I packed my bags and walked into the light I picked the books I thought I should and closed the door behind And when I handed back the keys I thought that I was free No shame, no dirt, no surprises wait for me
I want to believe that where I began is not where I’ll always be
But you’re all I see and I carry you with me You’re all I see and I carry you with me
Thought it was safe to assume once I locked up the room That I’d be gone for good but I would be back soon Memories burned out still I’m smelling the fumes Melodies turned down still I’m singing the tunes Like a witch on a broom I wish I could fly fly away Disappear into the ether find a hideaway But the memories invade when I lie awake Can’t hide from yourself is what I’m trying to say And by the way what would I be without my past Only find the right number when I doubt my math Avoid blunders only after I recount my last Setbacks that don’t kill me just amount to laughs Anyway if I could turn back the hands of time Would I change the events or change my mind Wouldn’t recognise myself without my doubts and fears Got a feeling all I need is all right here