Lyrics:

As I open up the door to find you, I blink and then you're gone given to infinity
Blanket in meditative obsession
Memories now do race through my mind
Symphonies of thought I'm unable to find to fill the void between my soul and my thoughts
Here is how it all began
You tortured heart left to trembling hands that tried to grip the sand locked in an hourglass
The gray shapes that blind you the demons will find you and lead you back home
You satisfied the craving when all your raving lunacy brought you to your knees
And I still remember the words you spoke they'll never leave
And I'm still waiting for you to return, but the truth is you better off locked far away
And as I look beneath the floors where you once dwelled, I'm finding evidence of how you must have felt
A book of photographs containing your own face
But missing your eyes and piles of razor blades
And by your bedside lays a book of half finished venomous scriptures
Tales of calamity and crumbling existence, humanity's frailties and divine resistance
And as you now watch me wander through madness
Craving all my complicated festering sadness
Believing all these walls are closing around me, echoing all these words back through my head
I'll satisfy the craving when all my raving lunacy brings me to my knees
And I still remember the words you spoke, they'll never leave
And I'm still waiting for you to return, but the truth is you're better off locked far away
Lay on your back in cloudy fields of forever, look at the clouds in brilliant patterns so clever
Disintegrate into the earth and remember the feelings we shared about our sickening surrender
And I just don't know how to explain what you took when you left me
A piece of my mind, my soul, my breath, my existence, leaving only moments tattooed in my memories
And for the love of god I cannot accept what infinity took from me
I cry out on theses sleepless nights hoping that you'll somehow feel my energy
You satisfied the craving when all your raving lunacy brought you to your knees
And I still remember the words you spoke they'll never leave
This is my requiem