Like a feeling that I'm downDeep inside my heartLike I'm looking out throughSplitting blood redWindows in my heart From a higher up than heavenAnd a harder down than stoneShake the fear that always clawingPulls me clawing down aloneAs I s pitting splitting blood redBreaking windows in my heartAnd the past is tauntingFear of ghostsIs forcing me apartAnd the fu rther I getFrom the things that I care aboutThe less I care aboutHow much further away I get...I am lost againWith everyt hing goneAnd more aloneThan I have ever beenI expect you to understandTo feel it tooBut I know that even if you willYou c annot ever help meNor can IEver help you