I chose an eternity of thisLike falling angelsThe world disappearedLaughing into the fireIs it always like this?Fl esh and blood and the first kissThe first coloursThe first kissWe writhed under a red lightVoodoo smileSiamese twinsA gi rl at the window looks at me for an hourThen everything falls apartBroken inside meIt falls apartThe walls and the ceiling move in timePush a blade into my handsSlowly up the stairsAnd into the roomIs it always like this?Dancing in my pocketW orms eat my skinShe glows and growsWith arms outstretchedHer legs around me...In the morning I criedLeave me to dieYou won't remember my voiceI walked away and grew oldYou never talkWe never smileI screamYou're nothingI don't need you any m oreYou're nothingIt fades and spinsFades and spins...Sing out loudWe all die!!!Laughing into the fire...Is it always like this?