Lyrics:

Oh mother, sure it makes you cry
To see your only son like this
Wherever you may be these days

It has been a year now that I can find no sleep
No matter what I try I fail
So I can see precisely how my blood it fades away
A skeleton to anyone, a symbol of decay
(I live in hell) There's no other words for this place
(I cannot tell) What turned my life into this maze
I'm left alone
(On the whole) A derelict is what I am
(A fallen soul) A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind

The ones who are against me, I fear them all around
What have I done, what is their plan?
Is it just paranoia, I don't know what's going on
A victim of conspiracy or haunted by a phantom?
(I live in hell) There's no other words for this place
(I cannot tell) What turned my life into this maze
I'm left alone
(On the whole) A derelict is what I am
(A fallen soul) A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind

(I live in hell) There's no other words for this place
(I cannot tell) What turned my life into this maze
I'm left alone
(On the whole) A derelict is what I am
(A fallen soul) A wandering shadow of a man losing his mind