Lyrics:

The black and cold reminds me
Of all the distance we have crossed
And if your darkness blinds me
I could never be more lost

But I'm not the one who seeks your protection
I'm not the one to share the disguise
And I'm not the one that reeks of rejection
I'm not the one to tear the same way twice

You push from the inside
Smothered
You push from the inside out
Smothered (2x)

Here all your walls surround me
They're closing in they blocked my sight
The violence around me
Found me when I could not fight

But I'm not the one to take your direction
I'm not the one who wears the disguise
And I'm not the one to share your reflection
I'm not the one you break the same way twice

You push from the inside
Smothered
You push from the inside out
Smothered (2x)

I will never win
I will never win with you (2x)

I read you
I fear you round up
No more than you know

I hate you
I still do
Everytime you let me go

You push from the inside
Smothered
You push from the inside out
Smothered (2x)

I will never win
I will never win with you (2x)

Smothered - I'm smothered