It's been a while, since I could Hold my head up high And it's been a while since I first saw you And it's been a while since I could stand On my own two feet again And it's been a while since I could call you
And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I've strech myself beyond my means
And it's been a while since I could say That I wasn't addicted And it's been a while since I could say I love myself as well And it's been a while since I've gone and fucked things up Just like I always do And it's been a while But all that shit seems to disappear When I'm with you
And everything I can't remember As fucked up as it all may seem The consequences that I've rendered I'm gonna fuck things up again
Why must I feel this way Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day
And it's been a while since I could Look at myself straight And it's been awhile since I said I'm sorry And it's been awhile since I've seen the way The candles light your face And it's been a while But I can still remember Just the way you taste
And everything I can remember As fucked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me I cannot blame this on my father He did the best he could for me
And it's been a while since I could Hold my head up high And It's been a while since I said I'm sorry...