Lyrics:

Things have been so crazy and hectic

I should have gotten back by now
But you know how much I wanted to make it

It's probably better anyhow
So if you gotta go
If theres anything I should know

If the spotlight makes you nervous

If you looking for a purpose

You put the tea in the kettle and light it
Put your hand on the metal and feel it
But do you even feel it anymore
I remember when you thought I was joking
Now I'm all singing Karaoke
Further than I've ever been

So if you gotta go
If there's any way I can help
Isn't it ironic that the girl I wanna marry is a wedding planner
That tells me my life is too much and then moves to Atlanta
Damn, of all the places you could go
I just thought you'd choose somewhere that has somebody that you know
I'm always up too late I worry bout you there alone
In that place you call your home
Warm nights and cold patron
I hope you don't get known for nothing crazy
Cause no man ever wants to hear those stories bout his lady
I know they say the first love is the sweetest
But that first cut is the deepest
I tried to keep us together you were busy keeping secrets
Secrets you were telling everybody but me
Don't be fooled by the money I'm still just young and unlucky
I'm surprised you couldn't tell
I was only trying to get ahead
I was only trying to get ahead
But the spotlight makes you nervous

And you looking for a purpose

I was only trying to get ahead
I was only trying to get ahead
But the spotlight makes you nervous