Ive been losing You:It wasn't rain that washed awayRinsed out the colours of your eyesPutting the gun down on the b edside tableI must have realizedIt wasn't the rainThat made no differenceI could have sworn it wasn't meYet I did it all s o coldlyAlmost slowlyPlain for all to seeOh c'mon please nowTalk to meTell me things I could find helpfulHow can I stop nowIs there nothing I can doI have lost my wayI've been losing youI can still hear our screams competingYou're hissing yo ur s's like a snakeNow in the mirror standsHalf a manI thought no one could breakIt wasn't the rainThat made no difference Nervously drumming on, run awayBut I want the guilt to get meThought to wreck mePreying on my mindSo c'mon please nowTal k to meTell me, things I could find helpfulHow can I stop nowIs there nothing I can doI have lost my wayI've been losing y ou