There´s a part of me who just cant see why you believe in a scum like me I don´t care no more of your honesty just tell me why?(tell me why) do you believe In a scum like me?
It´s early morning I feel like I been hit by a car I thought something was wrong with me I was different Standing on the outside looking in all the happy people smiling their way thru life not even close to sin acting in joy pain within
All my worries, stupid thoughts never seemed to come to and end I try to pretend locked myself in never share, never talk not even to my closest friends
what happened to this child from where did she get that selfdestructive side? Where along the road was she told That she was not good enough to being loved?
Accusing myself I am not woth this good there needs to come a wolf from the woods what I wanted years ago to be seen and loved, and cared for So now Instead of being proud I run away and hide cause I feel like I have fooled you all then you finally look under the surface and you´ll see........all this you think so big and strong Is just little me, a fake, all along