I'm saving my piss in a jarThis depression has gone too farI'm lying here in bedAm i alive or am i deadI'm questio ning my sanityThe paint chips are kicking inDesperation bubbles my skinThere's stuff crawling on the floorCrackers with bl ack books knocking at my doorThe tv's talking to meI'm questioning my sanityEverybody have a breakdown!I haven't changed my clothes in weeksI'm wallowing in my own stinkMy ass is sore from lying in bedAm i alive or am i dead?