She summered every winter through a calendar from paradise. A cheap, dress-up temp job, and a tan by cold florescent light. Anticipation playing from a radio, it mocks her life. I was here she scribbles in a rest room proves she was alive. All the working girls are fine. Sunlight shines. Contemplating suicide or a graduate degree. Answer, How's it going? with, I feel sullen. I feel sullen. I feel sullen.