Once I bled into a letter It didn't get any better Took a PBR vacation Played the college station Through the flower beds You walk down to the park Like ancient books of Zen that symbolize a brand new start The way that I've been feeling lately ain't me It makes me want to shout and bust it up in two What they call honest living kills me chills me Once a music business lawyer tried to wine and dine destroy you Cow skulls on your wall and your valium mother calls Through your brand new shades you might not see the sharks A brilliant masquerade can't disguise a busted heart The way that I've been feeling lately ain't me It makes me want to shout and bust it up for you What they call honest living kills me chills me Photographs and memories I know they don't lie I can't forget you But I know I will try I'm dropping out of circulation Gonna change my occupation Become a small time operator Or another lonely painter Photographs and memories I know they don't lie I can't forget you But I know I will try