Lyrics:

that's me staring out my window different man than i was before i was scared with no hesitation kept me running for the door when i spoke well my words fell away yeah into something that i can't deny i was confronted by a nasty reputation ??? a never ending circle washed me up to see the lie in my mind that was ever so elusive hidden deep beneath a plastic shine i had to wonder if i'd ever really figure out what it was i was trying to find so along was i ever thinking did i ever really understand i was covered by a wave of confusion showing in my shaking hands tonight i was in a situation did i wanna just take control or run but i never checked my options still just laying silent in the sun days away the one mistake that i made days away coming in the air to save me now