Lyrics:

Where was I when God had shown,
How to make a happy home? And, (repeat)
...(God - Hate)

Lie in bed, and sleep don't come
Have some peace? Then give me some
And I know the reason why you hold me down
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown

In my bed, I lie alone
Scrape together, bone to bone
And I can't seem to, seem to find my way
I can't seem to find the break of day

I'll stay just a step away (x4)

Where was I when God had shown,
How to make a happy home?
And I have become my worst enemy
I will survive this instability

In my bed, I lie alone
Scrape together, bone to bone
Again I have become my worst enemy
I will survive this instability

I'll stay just a step away (x4)

I need to breathe the breath of life
You constantly drain my life
Why can't you see the breath in me?
I constantly need your need

My butterfly, don't fly away (x4)

If I could just take,
This simple breath of life from me
You couldn't take it motherfucker, eternity
If I could take this breath of life,
And come inside of me
You wouldn't take it back and listen,
I need to breathe

As I creep the monkey's back
Now she's gone, and oh he's back
And I know the reason why you hold me down
I won't let this fear of loss make me drown

In my bed, I lie alone
Scrape together, bone to bone
And I can't seem to, seem to find my way
I can't seem to find the break of day

I'll stay just a step away (x4)
...I'll stay just a step away (x2)
...I will stay - I'll stay (x2)