Lyrics:

Uh, I feel that this has given me the most incredible and woonderful thing that I have ever been given, and also, the worst
It's a mixed bag
Uh, I have been taken to the, absolutely, to the depths of extreme terror by this
I've had my whole soul undermined by it, on the one hand
On the other hand, uh, in one sense, my experience has been about finding joy