Lyrics:

this town had sunk its teeth
deep inside of me
and now i struggle just to breath

and this used to be my own safety
the side walks they're torn up
and the memories are grey
I'd rather keep them all that way

cuz i can't relive
all of those nights when i was
afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
when i was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
i can't go back to all this!
(the pain I've had)
i can't go back to all this now

look at me
I'm a mess
a mess of everything
that i never wanted to be

i can't repeat
i can't relive
all of those nights when i was
afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
when i was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
i can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
i can't go back to all this
i can't go back to all this NOW

all of those nights when i was
afraid that i wouldn't ever be the same
when i was shaking in a cold sweat
cursing all the pain I've had
i can't go back to all this
(the pain I've had)
i can't go back to all this
i can't go back to all this NOW!