Oh dear god Im writing this letter to you
Cause I dont have a clue
Can you help me?
Im sitting here
Simply trying to figure out
What my lifes all about
Can you tell me?
I never wanted to be
The person you see
Can you tell me who I am?
I always wanted to die
But you kept me here alive
Can you tell me who I am
I lie awake conducting this symphony,
That you have gifted to me,
but I can't ever sleep
Dont get mad
Cause I get weak inside
And I start to fall apart
Cause I feel nothing
I never wanted to be
Some kind of comic relief
Please show me who I am
I've been tortured and scorned
Since the day that I was born
But I dont know who I am
And I thank you man for everything
Sorry Im so frightened about all of this
But I wish I could give you more
And all the lights are shining down on me
And I feel intimated by it all
I never wanted to be
The person you see but thank you
Oh god please tell me now
Are you disappointed or are you proud
Haven't I done EVRYTHING, EVRYTHING!
Im so sorry Im so weak
And I turned into a freak
But I dont know ANYTHING, ANYTHING!
Ive lost all self-esteem
My baby and everything
And I feel NOTHING, NOTHING!
Oh god please tell me now
God please tell me now
Cause I feel nothing
Oh dear god Im writing this letter to you
Im coming unglued
Please help me