Lyrics:

Thinkin’ suicide (Suicide)
Thinkin’ suicide (Suicide)
Thinkin’ suicide
Look at my eyes (Thinkin’ suicide)
I need a disguise (Thinkin’ suicide)
To hide my lies (Thinkin’ suicide)
Go

Oh, God, what have I done
To myself, to her before your eyes?
What could drive me so mad to lose what we had?
The mystery remains inside
Want to make it real like it was before
And I lost the bond ’cause I shut the door
In search of ways to be myself
But ended up like somebody else
Trusted me, honored me, fought for me, cried for me
Lived for me, died for me

Opened my eyes, I see the walls white as snow
They don’t seem strong, betrayed myself
Opened my eyes, I see the walls white as snow (My eyes)
They don’t seem strong, betrayed myself (Can’t see those walls)
I feel so dumb like a fuckin’ bum
Preferred to run than face the fact I stabbed your back
I understand that, did not deserve that
You can’t go back. Do you see it?
Oh my god, what have I done?
Please forgive me… fuck that

I feel so hated, so aggravated, so frustrated, I can’t explain it
The way that I feel
I feel so dumb like a fuckin’ bum
Preferred to run then face the fact I stabbed your back

I’m a victim slippin’ through the system
Victim slippin’ through the system

Opened my eyes, I see the walls white as snow
They don’t seem strong, betrayed myself
Opened my eyes, I see the walls white as snow (My eyes)
They don’t seem strong, betrayed myself (Can’t see those walls)
I feel so dumb like a fuckin’ bum
Preferred to run than face the fact I stabbed your back
I understand that, did not deserve that
You can’t go back. Do you see it?
Oh my god, what have I done?
Please forgive me… fuck that

I feel so hated, so aggravated, so frustrated, I can’t explain it
The way that I feel
I feel so dumb like a fuckin’ bum
Preferred to run then face the fact I stabbed your back

I’m a victim slippin’ through the system
Victim slippin’ through the system

Victim slippin’ through the system
(Slip, slip, slip, slip)
Victim slippin’ through the system
And now, I’m slippin’ through your victim (Slip)
Victim (Slip)
Victim (Slip)
Victim (Slip)
Victim (Slip)
Victim (Slip)
Victim (Slip)
Victim