Lyrics:

[00:33.92]Hold me now I need to feel relief
[00:42.39]Like I never wanted anything
[00:50.88]I suppose Ill let this go and find a reason Ill hold on to
[01:00.25]Im so ashamed of defeat
[01:08.69]And Im out of reason to believe in me
[01:17.24]Im out of trying to get by

[01:25.55]Im so afraid of the gift you give me
[01:34.09]I dont belong here and Im not well
[01:42.59]Im so ashamed of the lie Im living
[01:50.73]Right on the wrong side of it all

[02:15.19]I cant face myself when I wake up
[02:19.96]And look inside a mirror
[02:24.58]Im so ashamed of that thing
[02:32.08]I suppose Ill let it go
[02:35.89]Untill I have something more to say for me
[02:41.41]Im so afraid of defeat
[02:50.01]And Im out of reason to believe in me
[02:58.58]Im out of trying to defy

[03:06.73]Im so afraid of the gift you give me
[03:15.11]I dont belong here and Im not well
[03:23.58]Im so ashamed of the lie Im living
[03:31.72]Right on the wrong side of it all

[03:56.41]Hold me now I need to feel complete
[04:04.72]Like I matter to the one I need

[04:14.17]Im so afraid of the gift you give me
[04:22.45]I dont belong here and Im not well
[04:31.05]Im so ashamed of the lie Im living
[04:39.38]Right on the wrong side of it all

[04:46.27]Now Im ashamed of this
[04:53.44]I am so ashamed of this
[05:01.64]Now Im so ashamed of this
[05:10.07]I am so ashamed of me..