Lyrics:

I hurt myself again today,

Feelin' a little numb I could

Use the pain.

I always find myself in this

Little bind.

It's been a few weeks since

You've been around,

So here I sit with my hands

Strapped down patiently awaiting

Our secert games

We used to play

All alone, so here

I sit all tied up,

All alone with all my thoughts,

I do not mind if this goes on.

I think about about what I'll say to you

When you finally decide to

come my way,



I'm sitting around all painted

like a fool,

And I don't know how I got

This way, and I don't know how

much more I wanna take.

But I know you'll shoot me down,

and bury me before I get too high.

So here I sit all tied up all

Alone with my thoughts when

Will I learn to walk away

>From the things I do that make

Me feel the way, I feel when

I'm with you? Tonight it's me, myself and I,

All this pain I seem to put

Myself through, all the ways I

Find to submit to you

Cat o' nine tails gettin' old

And I don't know how I got

This way I don't know how much more

I wanna take.

I got a millon ways to tame

Myself and a million nights to try

When will you come around

To do the things you do to me

I hate this game of solitaire.