Lyrics:

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It only hurts me when I'm awake
It seems to die with dreaming
and ther's only so much that i can fake
when my whole life's careening down
I will not die

It only kills me cause i'm alive
and living this disaster
and its all i can do now to survive
i live to beat my master down
I will not die
down i will not die

when i'm well, i long to be
only in love with you
but i guess i'll never be
oh and you know its true

it does not stop that we all die
i know this trips to slaughter
but if only i could let me cry
i feel healing water oh down
i will not die
down i will not die
down i will not die