Lyrics:

Help, it happened again
A shining spectre comes to haunt me every now and then
I try to talk to him instead
But it always ends up with me dying while the moon turns red
Then I wake up and there's no blood
Just me and my alarm that went off again
I ain't got time to think 'bout why
My night-life keeps on fuckin' my brain

Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide
Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?
Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway
But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way

Something dripping on me
But there are no clouds in the sky as far as I can see
Is this the right way to live?
I'm holding on to someone I am getting tired to be
This routine might keep me alive
But is it right to pretend I'm okay?
I ain't got time to think 'bout why
My night-life keeps on fuckin' my brain
Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide
Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?
Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway
But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way

Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide
Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?
Here in this deep, endless river, I'm just a castaway
But if I could change it, I'd keep living this way
Help me, no, drown me, oh, I just can't decide
Am I truly holding the reins of my mind?
You think a shore will wait for you at the end of this whole trip?
But you'll end up staying afloat in the boundless sea