Lyrics:

Wake up, go for a run
Coffee with a friend
Go home and make some lunch
Do something productive
Clean the house and write a song
But you know it won't be long
You know it won't be long
'Til I gotta get super fucked up
Ruin everything, let the demons out
Eat a bunch of drugs and be bad to myself
Then I call you up and ask for help
And you said, "Baby, this is super fucked up"
Once a week, you ruin everything
Kick and scream, call and say
You wanna end it all, nobody's forcing you to stay
You can be here or take the pain away
Yoga, intermittent fast
Acid, salt, and fat
Powdered collagen in packs
700 push-ups
Then pray to chosen God
Ask for it to stop
But it's never gonna stop
'Til I gotta get super fucked up
Ruin everything, let the demons out
Eat a bunch of drugs and be bad to myself
Then I call you up and ask for help
And you said, "Baby, this is super fucked up"
Once a week you ruin everything
Kick and scream, call and say
You wanna end it all, nobody's forcing you to stay
You can be here or take the pain away
Hell, nobody's forcing you to stay
Nobody's forcing you to stay
Nobody's forcing you to stay
And you take the pain away
'Til I gotta get super fucked up
Ruin everything, let the demons out
Eat a bunch of drugs and be bad to myself
Then I call you up and ask for help
And you said, "Baby, this is super fucked up"
Once a week, you ruin everythin'
Kick and scream, call and say
You wanna end it all, nobody's forcing you to stay
You can be here or take the pain away
Yeah, nobody's forcing you to stay
You can take the pain away
Nobody's forcing you to stay
You can take the pain away