Lyrics:

I used to think
She was everything
Now I know I can only be that
For myself
Used to wait
For hours, it seemed
For this ugly feeling to
Cut its way out of me
Again, loving myself
Feels like more trouble than its worth
I guess
Just so sick of myself and I'm tired
Don't wanna talk about it

There's parts of it
She'd never see
Cigarettes, big talk
Boozy lunches at three
Say I'm coming up
But it's never hit
They all squeeze you dry
Make you feel like shit
I've spent
Going on ten years to make
This stupid career make sense
I don't mean to offend
Just so sick of myself, and I'm tired
Don't wanna talk about it

Will it lose novelty
Hell, I guess it could
I could've had a family
Shit, I probably should
Can't pretend
Anything clear would cure my incessant fear
About the end
I don't mean to deflect I'm just
So sick of myself, and I'm tired
Don't wanna talk about
Every old excuse in my mind
So I don't talk about
Everybody's leaving
I don't wanna talk about it