Lyrics:

Hey, you know that I've been searching deep inside
And I'm not certain I will like the things I find
I don't know that you will understand that I have tried
I don't know just why I need to do the things I do
And I'd love to do these things without them hurting you
I don't know that you will understand that it's the truth
I'd give it up for you, but let me finish what I've got
I'd love to now, but lord, you know it sure does take a lot
I'll always love you, honey
But I can't be what I'm not