Lyrics:

Messy room around me
Depression dressed the room I sleep in
Something feels special
When I dance to heavy metal
My emotions have been locked away for so long, yeah
Don't know how to let them out, I'm so lost, yeah
I'm so lost, yeah
Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything or not?
Or am I nothing?
Belladonna of ecstasy
We're never more than history
It kills me
I feel like nothing
Tell my heart to rewind
Can't relive or re-write
Scary moments in time
Depends what's in your mind
My emotions have been locked away for so long, yeah
Don't know how to let them out, I'm so lost, yeah
I'm so lost, yeah
Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything or not?
Or am I nothing?
Belladonna of ecstasy
We're never more than history
It kills me
I feel like nothing
Love is such a blur
A lens that bends and curves
A picture that allures, you in
Re-enter the cure
Confidence to procure
A love that stings and burns, within
Love is such a blur
A lens that bends and curves
A picture that allures, you in
Re-enter the cure
Confidence to procure
A love that stings and burns, within
Would you wake up next to me
And let me be your everything or not?
Or am I nothing?