Lyrics:

You sent me a message, "Just leave me alone"
Now I'm shakin' head to toe
I'd rather the silence, I don't wanna know
I know it's delusional
But I don't have the strength to let you go
It's not that I don't love you
In fact, it's the opposite
I get anxious when you call
I'm so scared to message you
In case you're with some lucky bitch, so I leave it all
You want closure, I avoid it
And it must be so annoyin', I know
I just can't imagine that you're gone
I'd rather avoidance than live in the know
I'm not tryna long it out
I hold onto items, and hold onto hope
'Cause I can't bear to live without
As long as I don't contact you, then I don't pull you down
It's not that I don't love you
In fact, it's the opposite
I get so anxious when you call
I'm so scared to message you
In case you're with some lucky bitch, so I leave it all
You want closure, I avoid it
And it must be so annoyin', I know
I just can't imagine that you're gone
And I'm not tryna make it harder
I've just never dealt with so much love
And I don't know what to do with it all
'Cause no one else will ever be enough to let you go
And it must be so annoyin', I know
I just can't imagine that you're gone
And now you're with some lucky bitch, so I leave it all
You want closure, I avoid it
And it must be so annoyin', I know
It must be so annoyin', I know
I know, I know, I know, I know, I know
I just can't imagine that you're gone