Lyrics:

My dad made me think that every boy I meet
Is gonna wind up runnin' 'round and run right out on me
And every problem's answer is a pill and whiskey neat
I hate that he did that to me
And that boy I ended up with 'cause they all told me to
Couldn't hold down a job and he turned me right into
The man of the house, drained every last ounce of my dignity
I really hate that he did that to me
Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest
Drown this weakness, catch my breath
Put a fist through that wall that I've been buildin' up inside
Stop fightin' with these demons that were never even mine
Trash this sadness, smash this shame
Go to war with my damage 'til the white flag waves
Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'
I wish I could hurt my feelings
That girl that I thought I could trust with my life
Showed me what it means to really put a knife
In someone's back under them sheets, June 2018
I never thought that she'd do that to me
Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest
Drown this weakness, catch my breath
Put a fist through that wall that I've been buildin' up inside
Stop fightin' with these demons that were never even mine
Trash this sadness, smash this shame
Go to war with my damage 'til the white flag waves
Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'
I wish I could hurt my feelings

You can slap on a Band-Aid and wait on time
To heal all the pain but damn, I
Wish I could rip this weight right off my chest
Drown this weakness, catch my breath
Put a fist through that wall that I've been buildin' up inside
Stop fightin' with these demons that were never even mine
Trash this sadness, smash this shame
Go to war with my damage 'til the white flag waves
Have a clean slate and see the day I can finally start healin'
I wish I could hurt my feelings
(I wish I could hurt my feelings)
(I wish I could hurt my feelings)
(My feelings)