Lyrics:

I gotta be careful
'Cause if I write another sad song, they'll call me melodramatic
And so I fake a smile, yeah, I'll fake it for a while
And we can call it real authentic (yeah)
I'm waving hands
I'm blowing kisses while I'm skipping down the street, baby, baby (yeah)
No one will see me walk a wire or the dumpster fire that my life is
If I keep it
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die, yeah
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die
So pass the glass
Smoke some weed
Raise your glass
And cheers to me
'Cause I'm good at bein'
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die (I wanna die)
I said, "(Hold up), wait a minute, give me a second"
I said, "(Hold up), okay, here we go"
This is my confession and the first time that I mention it
Actually, you know what? Never mind
I'll just keep on being
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die, yeah
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die
So pass the glass (pass the glass)
Smoke some weed (smoke some weed)
Raise your glass (raise your glass)
And cheers to me
'Cause I'm good at bein'
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die (I wanna die)
I've already said too much
But somehow not enough
So I'll just keep on being
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die, yeah
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna die
So pass the glass
Smoke some weed
Raise your glass
And cheers to me
'Cause I'm good at bein'
Happy on the outside (outside)
When inside I just really wanna