Lyrics:

I've been avoiding writing about you
But how are you, Matthew?
You felt a little like Vegas
So I went, put all my money on you
Not black or white
And the red wine stained
I wish I knew back then it was a lose-lose game
And you were so drunk on pain
What next?
No, we can't play naked chess under the duvet
Too many mistakes, like on the fire escape
When you hung yourself over the edge
Screaming, "Do you love me yet?"
What next?
I guess we both just forget it all
I was so afraid on the fire escape
When you hung yourself over the edge
Screaming, "Do you love me yet?"
Not yet
I've been avoiding talking about you
'Cause I could kill you, Matthew
We spoke to God in the bathroom
And she tried to warn me about you
You spoke over her
Charmed her with your pretty eyes
And we would both forgive you, but it's not like you ever apologised
For all the lies
What next?
No, we can't play naked chess under the duvet
Too many mistakes like on the fire escape
When you hung yourself over the edge
Screaming, "Do you love me yet?"
What next?
I guess we both just forget it all
I was so afraid on the fire escape
Will you hold me? So close to the edge
Screaming, "Do you love me yet?"
I didn't think I was strong enough
Holding all your weight
Hanging off the 15th floor
Swore my arms would break
I didn't even know you like that
It was like our fourth date
Standing with your life in my hands
I knew you were insane
You were insane
What next
No, we can't play naked chess for old times' sake
You were insane on the fire escape
When you hung yourself over the edge
Screaming, "Do you love me yet?"
What next?
I guess we both just forget it all
I was so afraid on the fire escape
Please, don't hide over the edge
I don't think I love you yet
Not yet
Not yet
Not yet
Not yet