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Falling, fading
Down, down, down, down I go
Falling, fading
Down, down, down, down I go
You really wanna know what happened?
I'll tell you how it went
I put my man down like a dog
'Cause he hits like a little bitch
And I didn't deserve that shi'
I just wanted my fairy tale
But there's no such thing as a happy ending
So I had to fucking bail
Just hop that ship before it went down
And soon the talk was around the town
The couple that always seemed so nice
Well, that was trouble in paradise
We would like a massive fire
That blazed ten feet high
One time he hit me so hard
I almost fuckin' died
But now I'm the one on the stand because he wasn't a real man
Just a monster made of evil livin' with him became lethal
He loved to make me look crazy
Backhand me and then call me "baby"
I knew no one was gonna come and save me
If I didn't take him, he was gonna take me
So yeah, I did it, now made it bloody
The man could fool you like he was Ted Bundy
I was done with every "I didn't mean it honey"
"I'm stressed out just because of money"
So yeah I loved the sound of him crying
And begging for his life
He was supposed to keep me protected
I'm supposed to be his wife
According to the National Coalition Against Domestic Violence
Domestic violence is one of the most chronically underreported crimes
Only 25 percent of all physical assaults
20 percent of all rapes
And 50 percent of all stalking perpetrated against females by their partner
Are reported to the police
For the small number of cases that do get reported
On average, a woman will be assaulted by their partner
Or ex partner 35 times before reporting it to the police, if ever
You know what? I'm glad that he is dead
The fucker got inside my head
And he nudged me to the end of a cliff
And pushed me right off the edge
Then I crawled out of vat of acid
When my friends ask me what changed
He went from my abuser to my bitch
So now I keep him on a chain
But he won't be putting his hands on me
Or talking back again
Didn't know what I was capable of
Or that I could bring the pain
See, my husband liked to beat on women
So I chopped up his hands and all was forgiven
Didn't know how to keep his dick in his pants
Now it stays in a jar, on my nightstand
Couldn't keep his mouth shut neither
So I bashed up a couple of teeth
He'll think twice before he runs around
Or tries to beat on me
You see these shiny little tools here
Well, these are all my friends
And they're the last thing you're gonna see
'Cause your life is about to end
Let me wash his blood off my hands
And then we can go for our drink
Shit, I must've hit him kinda hard
'Cause I found these teeth in my sink
I think I like this feeling
This power in my veins
The motherfucker had it comin'
Now I'll never be the same
As Covid-19 cases surged in the United States
Stay at home orders were put in place
Stay at home orders intended to protect the public
And prevent wide spread of the infection
Left many IPV victims trapped with their abusers
Domestic violence hotlines prepared
For an increase in demand for services
As state enforce these mandates
But many organizations experienced the opposite
In some regions the number of calls dropped
By more than 50 percent
Experts in the field knew that
The rates of IPV had not decreased
But rather the victims were unable to safely connect
With services
I was tired of all his cat and mouse
I wanted him to clean
While I sat on the couch
I wanted just one day without him drinking
I was finally finished, I was finally sinking into insanity
And my pain tolerance is high
So I showed him who is the fucking boss
I wore the pants this time
I'll expect you to understand
He was the slaughter
And I was the lamb
I never had this plan
But I didn't stand a chance
So I should have done it sooner
He wasn't my husband, just my abuser
I don't need to tell you why I did it
No offense your honor
But I don't think you get it
Domestic violence is, in many ways
A quiet epidemic
Though in plain sight
Victims are often invisible
Fearfully denying their situation
And hiding behind the facade of the happy home
But the statics reveal a shocking reality
Every nine seconds, a woman in America is assaulted or beaten
According to the National Coalition Against Domestic Violence
A mind-boggling one in three women has been victim of physical brutality by an intimate partner
This makes intimate partner violence
The single greatest cause of injury to women