Lyrics:

It kinda hurts when I walk, pills in my sock
Mixin' liquor with the lean, I don't ever wanna talk
Suicidal with my thoughts, I'm wishin' it would stop
Mama callin' me trippin', I'm driftin' off cold shots
She tellin' me, "Baby, listen, you livin' just like your pops"
Headstrong on a mission, I'm livin' in a facade
I'm wishin' that I was different, but I don't think I can stop
Blacked out, and I'm hurt, is this really what you want?
Nah, I don't really get it, it's just how my mind goes
Dyin' in a prison, livin' with a blindfold
Look into my eyes, you see what I'm dyin' for
I'ma tell you one more time, it was meant to shine, bro
Not a bitch or a hoe, but a ride or die folk
If you know how I'm livin', you know I'ma die slow
Just tryna peep a vision while I'm still alive, though
Everybody say they love you, why they let you die for?
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
She was alone her whole life, always tryna fight
Grew up with no father, so she living for the night
I don't wanna bother with her, I just wanna die
Shorty looking for a father figure, but she found a knife
Slits on her wrist with some tears in her eyes
With a clip in the 5th, I think she losing this fight
Don't trip, shorty, listen, you ain't alone in this life
Everyone living different, but nah, we ain't living right
We just riding through the night slow
Shorty crying, so she might go
To a world where the light so
Tell me why you wanna fight for
Say you love me, but you might go
I ain't worried, that's how life goes
Make you find someone and then she dies slow
The devil is a maestro