Lyrics:

Story of my life
Searchin' for the right
But it keeps, avoidin' me
Sorrow in my soul
'Cause it seems they wrong
Really loves my company
He is more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason why the sky is blue
The clouds are rollin' in
Because I'm gone again
Until it might just can't be true
And I know that, he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him dyin' a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be, a murderer

I feel it in the air, as I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another day
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly, asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long, just hangin' with the girls
A liar didn't have to tell
Because we both know where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
And I know, that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know, that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dyin'
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Every time I walk out the door
I see him dyin' a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be, a murderer
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be, a murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this, anymore
Whoa, anymore