Lyrics:

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If you ask a stupid question, then you get a stupid answer

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And if you ask if I'm okay, I'm unhappy ever after

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If you ask me how I'm coping, I'm like a minute from disaster

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I got so damn good at pretending that I could win a BAFTA

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My world's spinning the wrong way round

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Yeah, I'm smiling, but I'm low-key down

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Trying to find something to laugh about, oh

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Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine, but I'm depressed

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I look so pretty, but I'm a mess

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I think I'm immune to happiness, oh why?

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Oh, ain't it funny how I wanna be brave

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I'm terrified to get myself dressed and go outside

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I say I'm okay, I'm fine, no jokes aside

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If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry

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If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

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I don't want no conversation

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I'm not good around new people

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I'd rather stick to what I know and watch Malcolm in the middle

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Feeling lonely when I'm in a crowd

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Dreading water, trying not to drown

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Trying to find something to laugh about, oh

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Oh, ain't it funny how I seem fine, but I'm depressed

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I look so pretty, but I'm a mess

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I think I'm immune to happiness, oh why?

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Oh, ain't it funny how I wanna be brave

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I'm terrified to get myself dressed and go outside

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I say I'm okay, I'm fine, no jokes aside

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If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry

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If I don't laugh, I'll cry, cry, cry, cry, cry

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If I don't laugh, I'll cry all night

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If I don't laugh, I'll cry for the rest of my fucking life