Lyrics:
I dont know how else to put thisIt's taken me so long to do thisI'm falling asleep and i cant see straightMy muscles feel like a maleeMy bodys curled in a u shapeI put on my best but im still afraidPropered up by lies with promisesSaving my place as lifes forgetsMaybe its time i saw the worldI'm only gere for a whileBut patiences is not my styleAnd im so tired i gotta goWhat am i suppose to want nowWhat am i supposew to doDid you really think i wouldnt see this throughTell me i should stick around for youTell me i could have it allI'm still tired to care and i gotta goI get to go home in one weekBut I leaving home in three weeksThey throw me a bone just to pick me dryIm following suit and directionsI crawl up inside for protectionIm told what to do and i dont know whyIm over existing in limboIm over the myths and placebosI dont really mind if i just fade awayIm ready to live with my familyIm ready to die in obscurityCause im so tired that i gotta goWhat am i suppuse to want nowWhat am i suppose to doYou still dont think im going see this throughTell me im a part of historyTell me i can have it allIm still to tired to care and i gotta goOh yeahOh yeah yeah yeah yeah.Still to tired to care and i gotta goStill to tired to care and i gotta goStill to tired to care and i gotta goYea yeaStill to tired to care and i gotta goGo homeStill to tired to care and i gotta goYeah yeahStill to tired to care and i gotta go