Lyrics:

What I&ampapos;m about to say **lf**May come out of the blue **lf**A sudden darkness that won&ampapos;t disappear **lf****lf**What I&ampapos;m about to say **lf**May break our world in two **lf**But one that wasn&ampapos;t ever really here **lf****lf**And does it matter in the end **lf**How long we&ampapos;ve loved or how we&ampapos;ve made it last **lf**It&ampapos;s taken longer to pretend **lf**To hold on to an image of the past **lf****lf**Cause what I&ampapos;m about to say **lf**I&ampapos;ve told you time and time again **lf**Only I just wasn&ampapos;t speaking out **lf**Or you wouldn&ampapos;t understand **lf**How my love had worn away **lf**That&ampapos;s what I was trying to say **lf****lf**What I&ampapos;m about to say **lf**May twist a dagger in your heart **lf**And shatter all the hopes and dreams you had **lf****lf**What I&ampapos;m about to say **lf**May leave you badly bruised and scarred **lf**Wondering if live was ever meant to hurt like that **lf****lf**But does it matter in the end **lf**What could have been or what we&ampapos;ve lost **lf**We build a fortress out of sand **lf**With borders that nobody should have crossed **lf****lf**Cause what I&ampapos;m about to say **lf**I&ampapos;ve told you time and time again **lf**Only I just wasn&ampapos;t speaking out **lf**Or you wouldn&ampapos;t understand **lf**How my love was torn away **lf**That&ampapos;s what I&ampapos;d been trying to say **lf****lf**I told myself all wounds could heal **lf**If only given time **lf**But love felt like a poisoned arrow **lf**Stuck inside my mind **lf**I wanted to believe so badly **lf**Trust could be rewon **lf**And God knows that I tried to love you **lf**But the feeling&ampapos;s gone **lf****lf**Now I watch you sleeping, peacefully, unarmed **lf**Lying here beside me, unaware and unalarmed **lf**I pray the night won&ampapos;t go away **lf**For what I&ampapos;m about to say.