Lyrics:

Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye!



(Verse 1)

I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head

They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed

Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone

Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home

There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain

An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again?

And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face

And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this



(Chorus)

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you



(Verse 2)

I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with

The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again

In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight

You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate

You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take

So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind

And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind



(Chorus)

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you





(Verse 3)

And when the sad hard eyes say bye to you and wave

Kicking shadows on the street for every mistake that I have made

And like a baby boy I never was a man

Until I saw your blue eyes cry and I held your face in my hand

And then I found out I can't make it go away, just make it stop

Come back and shine just like it used to be

And then she whispered "How could you did this to me?"



(Chorus)

Hate me today

Hate me tomorrow

Hate me for all the things I didn't do for you

Hate me and wait, yeah wait for it to swollow

Hate me so you can finally see whats good for you, for you, for you, for you...