Lyrics:

Its such an ugly thingThe way you treated meI should have walked awayNever to look backIts all still haunting meIm still in disbeliefA broken memoryFading into blackI could save youBut I fucking hate youTheres no escaping ityoure never gonna fucking seeYou dont know meAnd you dont own meAnd you cant control meIts only in your fucking dreamsI dont knowWhen I lost it all - when I lost controlI dont knowIf I can ever let this - ever let this goTheres nothing you could sayTo make me want to changeYou should have walked awayNow you fucking runIts all just such a wasteThe time you stole from meAnd now youre on your kneesLook into the gunI wont save youI fucking hate youTheres no escaping itIm never gonna fucking seeI dont know you And I dont want toYoure uncontrollable A nightmare not a fucking dreamI dont knowWhen I lost it all - when I lost controlI dont knowIf I can ever let this - ever let this goI dont knowIf I can ever let thisEver let it goI dont know (I don''t know if I can)(I don''t know when I lost)When I lost it all - when I lost controlI dont know(I''ll never let this go)(I''ll never let it go)If I can ever let this - ever let this go