Lyrics:

I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
And these memories take me away
To a better place than I am today
Than I am today

I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing

It's time to say hello, goodbye hello, goodbye
To fade away, fade away alone
Mother fuck it goodbye
I just want you today
Take me back home take me back home
To a better place that I've never known that I've never known

I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing

I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
And these memories take me away
To a better place than I am today
Than I am today

I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing

This life I'm losing [x3]
This life I'm living
I devise my
(Own demise)