Lyrics:

(I devise my own demise)
(I devise my own demi...)

I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
And these memories take me away
To a better place than I am today
Than I am today
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
It's time to say hello, goodbye hello, goodbye
To fade away, fade away alone
Mother fuck it goodbye
I just want you today
Take me back home take me back home
To a better place that I've never known that I've never known
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I can't control everything
And I can't forget just what I've seen
And these memories take me away
To a better place than I am today
Than I am today
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
I devise my own demise
Here's to life, the life I'm losing
This life I'm losing
This life I'm losing
This life I'm losing
This life I'm living
I devise my
(Own demise)
(Own demise)
(Own demise)
(Own demise)
(Own demise)
(Own demise)